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Mind Of My Own
It's four o' clock
The TV's on
My mind is shut off and my own thoughts are gone
I change the channel
I change my mind
I change my life I want to leave it all behind
'Cause I don't have a mind of my own
I am influenced by everything I see
And I can't help it now
Everything in my life just thinks for me
Can't help this habit I'm in love with my disease
Worshiping my idle time a life I cannot seize
Trapped by depression and I sleep all day
But zanax, valium, attavan makes it all ok
It's so much more than a cry for attention
No loving hands can soothe this ache
So much more than a war with the world
It's my own degradation it's my own self hate
I preach my pessimism
Right out loud to anyone who'll listen
I'm not afraid to be alive
I'm afraid to be alone
Late at night my monsters find me
From under the bed or right out of my past
All alone with nobody to talk to
Sanity gets put to the test
I close my eyes but I'm still haunted
Sometimes I get too twisted to sleep
As all my world crumbles all around me
Inspirations become admissions of defeat
'Cause I don't have a mind of my own
I don't have a mind of my own
I don't have a mind of my own
Everything in my life just thinks for me
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Everything in my life just thinks for me
I don't have a mind of my own
I don't have a mind of my own
'Cause I don't have a mind of my own
Inspirations become admissions of defeat
As all my world crumbles all around me
Sometimes I get too twisted to sleep
I close my eyes but I'm still haunted
Sanity gets put to the test
All alone with nobody to talk to
From under the bed or right out of my past
Late at night my monsters find me
I'm afraid to be alone
I'm not afraid to be alive
Right out loud to anyone who'll listen
I preach my pessimism
It's my own degradation it's my own self hate
So much more than a war with the world
No loving hands can soothe this ache
It's so much more than a cry for attention
But zanax, valium, attavan makes it all ok
Trapped by depression and I sleep all day
Worshiping my idle time a life I cannot seize
Can't help this habit I'm in love with my disease
Everything in my life just thinks for me
And I can't help it now
I am influenced by everything I see
'Cause I don't have a mind of my own
I change my life I want to leave it all behind
I change my mind
I change the channel
My mind is shut off and my own thoughts are gone
The TV's on
It's four o' clock
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