Quo Vadis - As I Feed The Flames Of Hate

Quo Vadis

As I Feed The Flames Of Hate

A conspiratory silence fills my mind
A hardly mentioned name
Yet it permeates my every move.
Power of will is hardly enough
Accomplishing nothing but a delusionary
Sense of completeness.

Pretense, my own parody
As played by me to humiliate no one
But myself.
This foolish game I play -
[My spirit] being subjected to ever new,
Devious plots by my mind -
Permanently scars my soul!
Etched in anguish, memories carved out in pain,
Struggling
To maintain my battedred sanity brings relief.
While rest is an eupherism for torture.

Denying myself the memories
Only worsens the flood of emotion
Drowning me every time
As I struggle to maintain my composure.

It's asking to deny the reason for my existence
Because I feel that somewhere, somehow,
Our two paths will join at one point
Through some spiritual, yet tangible bond
Which so far had prevented all of my deceitful
Attempts and insignifant conspiracies to
Eradicate her from my heart.

Meanwhile I bludgeon pain into a manageable mold
Encysted in layers of hate, permitting time to
Pass as I maintain -
Hidden behind impermeable walls
Of my own bulsh*t!!!

Mirror lyrics:

Of my own bulsh*t!!!
Hidden behind impermeable walls
Pass as I maintain -
Encysted in layers of hate, permitting time to
Meanwhile I bludgeon pain into a manageable mold

Eradicate her from my heart.
Attempts and insignifant conspiracies to
Which so far had prevented all of my deceitful
Through some spiritual, yet tangible bond
Our two paths will join at one point
Because I feel that somewhere, somehow,
It's asking to deny the reason for my existence

As I struggle to maintain my composure.
Drowning me every time
Only worsens the flood of emotion
Denying myself the memories

While rest is an eupherism for torture.
To maintain my battedred sanity brings relief.
Struggling
Etched in anguish, memories carved out in pain,
Permanently scars my soul!
Devious plots by my mind -
[My spirit] being subjected to ever new,
This foolish game I play -
But myself.
As played by me to humiliate no one
Pretense, my own parody

Sense of completeness.
Accomplishing nothing but a delusionary
Power of will is hardly enough
Yet it permeates my every move.
A hardly mentioned name
A conspiratory silence fills my mind

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