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Idioglossia
It all comes back to me
Face to the floor
Heart in my mouth
My forehead hits the pavement
Again - numb - again
Sharing this humility
A circle of humanity
Momentarily black in me
Immomentarily black
So black
Memory leave me be
Close that eye leave love blind
When outcome is preceded
By an outlet that is needed
We forget all but the circle
As soon as the ends have met
As soon as the ends have met
I scratch the surface and see
Someone better than me
Where did I suffer that loss?
What was taken from me?
As you walk through the ashes
Remember my name
As you walk through the ashes
As you walk through the ashes
Remember that shame
Whisper my name
This blood proves me right
In that the last move is all that
Counts if the beasts must bite
Vow to the floor
Oath to the taste of dust
In my mouth - never!
I bite the words - never again!
Will I let anyone else finish
I'll be the end of every way
Memory let it die left behind
Leave me blind
Kneeling in whirlpools
Of pink champagne
Celebrating the bravery of my pain
Something broke
And no water could ever wash
The anger from that first stain
I scratched the surface to find
Someone wicked and blind
Where did it come to that end?
Why can't these scars ever mend?
Memories...
I have swallowed all these tears
Thought they'd be gone
After all these years
Now this heart is waking up
With a new hunger
For my own blood
As I search through the ashes
For someone to blame
I'm afraid to see my face
As I walk through the ashes
I whisper your name
Meeting you have forced me
To meet myself
It all comes back to me
Face to the ground
Heart in their mouth Foreheads hit the pavement
Again - numb - again
Sharing my hostility
A streetful of insanity
This is payback for every
Tear in me, hole in me
Black in me - black!
Memory history agony
Let me see that hideous
Idioglossia that formed me
Despite all these words
Not one could express
What I had inside
Living was to hide
For every time you froze me out
For every punch every shout
For not believing in me
For your stupidity
For stealing what could have been
Me
It all comes back to you
Is this all I am?
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Is this all I am?
It all comes back to you
Me
For stealing what could have been
For your stupidity
For not believing in me
For every punch every shout
For every time you froze me out
Living was to hide
What I had inside
Not one could express
Despite all these words
Idioglossia that formed me
Let me see that hideous
Memory history agony
Black in me - black!
Tear in me, hole in me
This is payback for every
A streetful of insanity
Sharing my hostility
Again - numb - again
Heart in their mouth Foreheads hit the pavement
Face to the ground
It all comes back to me
To meet myself
Meeting you have forced me
I whisper your name
As I walk through the ashes
I'm afraid to see my face
For someone to blame
As I search through the ashes
For my own blood
With a new hunger
Now this heart is waking up
After all these years
Thought they'd be gone
I have swallowed all these tears
Memories...
Why can't these scars ever mend?
Where did it come to that end?
Someone wicked and blind
I scratched the surface to find
The anger from that first stain
And no water could ever wash
Something broke
Celebrating the bravery of my pain
Of pink champagne
Kneeling in whirlpools
Leave me blind
Memory let it die left behind
I'll be the end of every way
Will I let anyone else finish
I bite the words - never again!
In my mouth - never!
Oath to the taste of dust
Vow to the floor
Counts if the beasts must bite
In that the last move is all that
This blood proves me right
Whisper my name
Remember that shame
As you walk through the ashes
As you walk through the ashes
Remember my name
As you walk through the ashes
What was taken from me?
Where did I suffer that loss?
Someone better than me
I scratch the surface and see
As soon as the ends have met
As soon as the ends have met
We forget all but the circle
By an outlet that is needed
When outcome is preceded
Close that eye leave love blind
Memory leave me be
So black
Immomentarily black
Momentarily black in me
A circle of humanity
Sharing this humility
Again - numb - again
My forehead hits the pavement
Heart in my mouth
Face to the floor
It all comes back to me
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